Diary of an Adoption p.11 (by Amanda)

August 5
I do believe Hannah is doing a little better each day. I feel so inadequate for what she needs. I love them both so much and I feel like God has given me these precious gifts and I am not even able to take care of them correctly. I need to sit back and recognize that if God gave me these girls like I believe He did then He also give me and will continue to give me the strength and wisdom to take care of them. I pray that I will recognize my strength given by God and God alone.
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After a few minutes of reading and prayer I am feeling slightly better, but not perfect. I am praying and hoping that God will give us an answer to Hannah’s illness. At this moment she is back on Pedialight. Tonight Terry and Barry Newman came and Terry is helping Gail take care of Hannah. She is now on an IV Drip. It has been a very emotional day for me. I am trying to go to sleep now so I can take care of Miriam better.