A Difficult Day & A Celebration

Today is Thom's and my anniversary: 9 years! No celebration took place though; we didn't have time for one. Yesterday we saw the pediatrician and she had me put Hannah on a premie formula. It made her sick so I took her off right away. She weighs so little that she cannot afford to lose weight. She is temporarily on the goat's milk until I get soy formula for her and try that. She has vitamins now also. I am absolutely exhausted and am just functioning. It would not be so hard if they were both healthy but with Hannah needing so much extra care I do not get breaks very often during the day. I did contact the doctor about taking her off the formula and she agreed that I should just use the goat's milk until I get soy formula shipped from the States. I really hope Hannah improves soon; I do not know how much longer I can keep up with them both.