Settling In With The Twins (by Amanda)

I have a moment of peace. I know it won't last long so I need to get in all the things I can't do when they are awake. So here I am writing another entry. It has been really hard. I spend a lot of time praying for the girls. I just had a visitor which was really nice. My language helper came and sat and talked with me for a little over an hour. She even helped feed Miriam. It was a really relaxing time. It is so nice just to have a persona holding another baby. I can put all my energy into one and not try to divide my time or feed them both at the same time which can be difficult at best. Although I have this trick that I can use to feed them both while sitting in my comfy chair. The hard part is getting them both ready and make sure their bottles are within reach. I have to say today is a good day. That's two in a row! I feel more relaxed with Hannah's health improving and Miriam sleeping well at night. God has really blessed Thom and me and taught us so much. I have learned utter helplessness and have grown to better understand my need for God's intervention my life.